Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Enough: adjective. 1. adequate for the want or need; sufficient for the purpose

Go Rest High On That Mountain - Vince Gill

I know your life on earth was troubled
And only you could know the pain
You weren't afraid to face the Devil
You were no stranger to the rain

Go rest high on that mountain
Son your work on earth is done
Go to Heaven a shoutin'
Love for the Father and the Son

Pretty rough couple of months. Nobody's fault but my own. I guess I get it, and I don't have to like it.

Which is really pretty good because I don't. Like it, that is.

Another thing I don't like is that I'm struggling to escape it.  I'm not sure that I can. I'd like to think I can and I'd like to think I have the strength needed to break free. Mentally or physically, I really wish I could reach terminal velocity and clear the gravity of whatever the hell has me in its grasp.

Each day I think I'm failing much better than the last.

Some days I think I'm ready to "go rest high" myself, to go find that mountain.

Some days I've had enough.


  1. Hang in there.... wish I could offer more but not sure what I have to offer. I went through a hard time a couple of years ago when my brother in law committed suicide. Sometimes it takes medication and other times it just takes time. Eventually the good days will start to out number the bad. I know we don't talk or see other very often, but I'm here if you need someone to listen.

  2. We can only be who we are, the only one that can change that is us. Chuck, you are a very good friend and college and I value our friendship. Those that don't value your friendship are not true friends! You have a very good heart and soul and I'm very glad that I know you. Sometimes life gets overwhelming but you just have to ride it out and see what's coming up next.